Wednesday, May 17, 2006
hmmmmmm, im pretty tired right now luhs. like from today, theres soooooo freaking much intensive lessons lined up for us. x( oh well. got back results. and i did VERY bad indeed. to say in a nice way, this is just mid year. but in a bad way, this is how prepared i am for os. hurhurhur. in the morning, i felt gloomy. merv knows it. and i guess its all just misunderstanding?? heh heh. he said the sms i sent last night was only half of it. and i find it real strangeeeeeeeeeeeee! like, how can it be that kind of stuff. wahahahahaahahahahahahaah. but i still believe him in the end luhs. (= and so after recess, theres fnn intensive. for 5hrs!!! im sooooo very tired being stucked onto a situation whereby i cant move arnd. =( =( =( i know, i know its now the crucial period for every sub. but pls, we do need break at times or else we will explode in time to come!! and den daddy. he went sooooo mad last night. nagging his head off. and the next morning, coming into my room in the wee hours, waking me up, kissing my forehead and apologising because i cried. to think of it, do adults say everything but they eventually mean the other?? den why would they wanna do that?? why would they wanna hurt us with those words and den apologise later?? do they feel good scolding their flesh and blood and den say sorry?? well, maybe at times, they get very tensed up on their jobs that they need to "release". but yelling at us isnt a good way i must say. i mean, we teenagers have our problems too yeaps?? and you parents always ask me to pour out my problems to you. given your attitude towards me, would i even have the courage to do so?? right, i say all that not because i hate dad and mum. in fact, i love them and appreciate the every thing they do for me. okays. nth much. BYEEEEEEE
let's make love, in th closet;
5:56 PM;